Monday, February 18, 2013

Insomnia ( lagi ).

lagi-lagi gue nggak bisa mejamin mata malam ini. sekalipun udah ngeblog macem-macem, uda search macem-macem tempat wisata yang recomended, mata gue malah semakin menciring. tapi lama-lama juga bosen gue liat pemandangan terus, nah? terus gue mau ngapain?? gue tau jawabannya, jawabannya tuh dengern musik. iya..
langsung aja gue buka playlist gue. ternyata di androis cuman ada 1 playlist yang baru. yah gue setel aja kan. nggak taunya lagunya emang agak galau. dan gue tuh sering merasa nggak sadar kalau bikin playlist selalu repeat lagu tersebut.
gue tergila-gila sama maroon 5
udah gue bilang gue perneh galau tanpa sebab pas gue ngblog liriknya Maroon 5 - Just a Feeling. Sumpah pas saat itu gue galau berat dan gue sendiri nggak tau penyebabnya, mungkin kangen pacar gue juga bisa, tapi kan abis ketemu. I don't know lah.
Sampai saat ini gue pun kalau muter Playlist ini gue jadi merasa masih ada bekas-bekas galau gue tanpa sebab. padahal gue pun sama sekali (gue ngak minta, mit amit) misal putus. ih amit-amit gue enggak. Tau deh, entah bagi gue lagu Just a Feeling nya Maroon 5 tuh punya mistik tersendiri.
udah ah, ndak galau, ngblog ini juga cuman biar gue bisa ngisi waktu luang gue pas Insomnia (Baca: nggak bisa bubu karena laper). iya setelah gue nulis ini ternyata gue merasa laper dan ada panggilan alam buat makan. jiah!! Finally, gue menemukan jawaban atas galau gue, jawabanya "MUNGKIN" lapar. (-_-!!!)

Thursday, February 14, 2013

FILM CLOUD ATLAS


Dari pembuat film terkenal Lana Wachowski, Tom Tykwer, dan Andy Wachowski, epik kuat dan inspirasi drama "Cloud Atlas" mengeksplorasi bagaimana tindakan dan konsekuensi dari dampak kehidupan individu satu sama lain sepanjang masa lalu, masa kini dan masa depan.

Aksi, misteri dan romantisme menenun secara dramatis melalui cerita sebagai satu jiwa dibentuk dari seorang pembunuh menjadi pahlawan, dan satu tindakan kebaikan riak di seluruh berabad-abad untuk menginspirasi
sebuah revolusi di masa depan yang jauh.

Cry - Rihanna

CRY
  I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Lyric Just a Feeling - MAROON 5

I watched you cry, bathe in sunlight by the bathroom door 
You said you wish you did not love me anymore  
You left your flowers in the backseat of my car 
The things we said may have left permanent scars
Obsessed, depressed at the same time 

I can't even walk in a straight line  
I'm a light in the dark, no sunshine No sunshine, no sunshine
She cries, "This is more than goodbye 

When I look into your eyes You're not even there"
It's just a feeling, just a feeling, just a feeling that I have Just a feeling, just a feeling that I have 'Cause it's just a feeling, just a feeling, just a feeling "(I can't believe that it's over)"
You've hit your low You've lost control, you want him back You may not believe me but I gave you all I had
Undressed, confessed that you're still mine  

I rolled around in a bed full of tears and I I'm still laying in the dark, no sunshine No sunshine, no sunshine
She cries, "This is more than goodbye  

When I look into your eyes You're not even there"
It's just a feeling, just a feeling, just a feeling that I have Just a feeling, just a feeling that I have 'Cause it's just a feeling, just a feeling, just a feeling (No, I can't believe that it's over now) It's just a feeling, just a feeling that I have
So much to say it's not the way she does her hair 

It's the way she seems to stare right through my eyes 
And in that darkest day that she refused to run away  
From love she tried so hard to save
It's just a feeling, just a feeling, just a feeling that I have Just a feeling, just a feeling that I have It's just a feeling It's just a feeling, just a feeling, just a feeling that I have Just a feeling, just a feeling that I have
It's just a feeling, just a feeling, just a feeling that I have (I can't believe that it's over) Just a feeling, just a feeling that I have (I can't believe that it's over)
And I can't believe that it's over, yeah


Malam ini gue galau, dan soundtrack malam ini cuman ini, gue juga gak tau kenapa bisa galau..entahlah..mungkin karena gak bisa tidur. mungkin!!
jam udah 2.04 dan pikiran gue melayang entah kemana..
manusia punya banyak rasa,,mungkin salah satunya galau, walaupun galaunya gak tau berawal dari apa..
manusia boleh berusaha untuk tidak galau, tapi apa daya hati dan pikiran tak sama dengan usaha kita, hati dan pikiran terlalu rapuh.
atau alasan galau gue karena ga sengaja muter playlistnya punya Maroon 5, Just The feeling ini. i don't know.
gue juga mendadak punya kata-kata bijak nih..

"bahagia itu datang ketika kita bisa merasakan orang lain sedang bahagia, bahagia bukan hanya milik kita, tapi milik mereka juga, mereka juga punya hak bahagia, kita tak bisa melarang"

its just a feeling..just a feeling..just a feeling that i have..

untuk siapapun yang sedang bahagia malam ini..
berbahagialah, itu harimu,,
2:17 WIB.